I don't even know what I am doing here
You were never there when I needed
You were not there when I was 4
You were not there when I was 6
You were not there when I was 16
You were not there when I was 22
You were not there when I was 25
You were not there when I was 29
You were not there when I was 33
You were not there when I was 36
You were never there
People kept telling me that you protect everyone
That you are perfect
I hate your perfection because I will never reach it
Even tho for me, you are not perfect
I became an unfaithful man because of you
It's ironic that my faithfulness comes because of you
It's sad that I am unfaithful
It's just pointless
You never answered my questions
Not even in my most desperate moment
You didn't answer
Didn't even make an effort
I think we're even
Go live perfection
I will live my flaws
Go live you lie
I will live your not perfect task
Thanks for nothing,
Sorry for bothering
Farewell